Sunday 29.6.2008

I feel so Unless, Stupid and Idiot dunno why how can I stay can leave in this world for 19 year If now time can turn back to 1989 my wish is on the day stupid mother born me out the doctor say Sorry your baby have death and I think maybe I have a happy family dun need leave under a quarrel and not happy family so what father have pass way left so much money for me I dun want money I want to have a happy family like ppl family so nice to their children and me just get a bullshit everything dun have...Haiz...I dun like money, money cannot make ppl happy for sometime...I wish now who leave we me is Father, Grandfather, Grandmother and brother will do I rmb last time around 4 year old that time every time morning I sure ask father bring me to go eat Hotcake sure will bring me go eat and When I was in 7 year old Grandfather everyday go to school we cos I still small dunno to buy eat from recess so everyday will come to school buy give me eat...Hehe...Grandmother from small to now every time will take of me if I sick she at night also cannot sleep cos I will make so much noise...Hehe...Brother nothing much to say in secondary school I have band perform I will ask him to go to watch he will go...Mother from small to now 19 year nv do anything from me...Haiz...I tell the true If can I wish mother die and mother side ppl all die they all are like so evil loh this is not your house than come in do anything they want If next time that come again I will take video of their and put into youtube give all hole world ppl to see their FUCK face...Haha... Last night I dream of something about mother side ppl I find many ppl to help me to kidnap of the their children use very evil way to zhen mo all the children...Haha...after than find about 3 ppl to that side and 4 ppl to that side cos this very fat like elephant...Haha...3 ppl want cos he like a mouse hide be hide he brother back still want to come...See u no up!! Please GOD help me my wish I no is very evil but now no more way to give them to stay in this world loh...I wish I have the real DEATH NOTE can write all the name inside kill them off...Hahahahahahahahahaha!! If can do all this thing I die also nvm.

I MISS FATHER AND GRANDFATHER VERY MUCH!! Cry cry cry...